tHoUgHtLeSs.........

Beneath the stars, beneath the sky

Contemplating my life, lifeless I lie…..

Sound of the waves, wetting my feet, deafened my ears...

Futile was my struggle for all these years!!



Times of uncertainty, accompanied insecurity...

Drowned me deeper to the depth of ambiguity...

Familiar paths are now turning alien...

I’m drifting away into a world of oblivion...



My fickle mind is frantically hunting for a reason,

I’m fighting against myself in this humongous treason…

Marching steadily, my heart is on its way…

To wage a war against my mind which is drifting away!



Unanswered questions annoyingly hover above my head…

A phase of realization creeps in to tell me things which were left unsaid…

I stop; take an oath to never surrender…

I decide to fight all odds, being a strong contender!!!



Beneath the stars, beneath the sky

I give birth to a new hope with a sigh…

With a profound confidence I rise, kicking away my fears…

Futile isn’t my struggle for all these years!!

UTOPIAN DREAM

Mornings are too short and nights sleepless…

Amidst turmoil, work rendered should be flawless…

To talk to the inner self I have no time….

The poet within me is dying; there are no more words that rhyme…

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Mechanical lifestyle, filled with dismay….

Synthetic concerns worsen your day….

Evading the place where even trees refuse to sway…..

I want to fly to utopia, far far away…..

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Healthy competition has become blind….

A constant dagger behind is a common find...

Multiple set of eyes always watching my stride…

From this inhumane torture I’m not able to hide…

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Ruthless vandalism is reigning strong…

Being malicious is no longer wrong...

Undressing this stress which clutches all day...

I want to fly to utopia, far far away…..

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Missing the long walks and talks with my mother…

Beside the lake where we blew all the gathered chicken feather….

Eavesdropping and hiding, with pals beneath the heather……

Without any of these, my senses have begun to smother….

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I choke on my words when I talk about the times of yore…

My eyes stream up and myriad emotions galore…

To relive those days of nostalgia, I want to fly away….

I want to fly to utopia, where your hair will never grey…..

Miss U Blog!!!!

Work is eating my blog time :(
I miss those times where I would sit in front of the comp n stare at it for long hours and type one or two sentences meanwhile..... I stare at the computer for hours even now... but for a different purpose... which does not excite me... and I'm bound to it! :(
Does it mean anything at all?
I choose to live differently....
I'll come back soon...
Wait for me....!

Insane lover!

A beautiful dream; a handsome man; loaded with money and a heart to love!

A dream indeed, far from reality, but it does happen to most.... how????

Some things happen when you least expect

And the reasons for which you hardly want to suspect

Unexpected turn of events is arduous to relate

Especially when hoarded with happiness you would never anticipate.

All of a sudden it strikes like a lightening.

About looks you never cared, it was just passionate liking.

When 'Prince-not-so-charming' pours till you get drunk on adoration,

You can do with Your charms and indulge in the ecstatic relation.

Only one can believe that you are the world’s only beautiful possession,

Who worships you for the person you are with forceful affection.

Who craves for your smile like a starved urchin,

Who, at times, wants you to cry just to offer a shoulder with a sly grin!

He should be undoubtedly insane,

to tolerate the response which is so inhumane...

A friend says he is like a sponge; he absorbs all the pain,

Keeps it within him and doesn't even cry in rain.

This man I know is hopelessly in love,

but there must be people who are worse.

Pardon me, I ain't no poet

to rephrase all this in a romantic verse.

2 more to glory!

WHAT A RELIEF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

done with 2 nightmare subjects of the final sem!!!!!!!
im loving it....

Can u blame d society?

“Marriages are made in heaven”.

Then why the hell do we get married here??????

Is that the ultimate goal of your life?

A companion is necessary to lift you up when you are feeling low, to lead you on the right track when you are confused, to help you when you are helpless, to share your thoughts, to appreciate, applaud, admire and to make you realize that you are good.

But y do we have to share this relationship only when married..? Why can’t u like a person, be his companion, walk together on the road of life, experience situations, brave challenges and live life on your terms?

It is a hindrance. The system is bad. Here you don’t marry a person, you marry the family. Is marriage only about sleeping together??? Making babies??? Cooking???

You are born. You are fed till you learn how to eat. You are sent to school, you are made to do homework, you are made to take up tests and pressurized to do well. You must stand out because you were given birth only to do well in life. You should have good scores or you are black marked. Finally you get over this and come to a professional course to get professional in life. Face new competitions, brave new exams, top the class, college perhaps or how about the university?

Next you get a job, your studies is almost over. Now you think you can lead life according to your norms, your taste which is completely yours. Then you are made to realize that your next and ultimate goal is MARRIAGE!!!!

Get up and get used to a ROUTINE new from the previous one!!

Legally sexual!!

First of all what exactly do u mean by legalisation of paid sex? Will a politician be seen with a pros if it is legalised? he'l do it anyway....
ppl with strong sexual desire will go to a prostitute only if his wife/girlfren is not satisfying enough or if they are away..... imagine urself in d plce of a woman whose husband visits a prostitute...... u decide to lead a life with a man thinking he s d right one for u only to know he runs behind another woman for sexual pleasures. wont that shatter u?????
prostitutes point of view... how is goin to help? how can v be sure that ppl who are pushed into this profession will not be pushed to get it legalised? even if they wanna do it.. is it like a govt job where they have a fixed salary.... They do it to earn quick money.... so they need not be branded as a prostitute and given an id card to pursue this profession... a mutual understanding will be sufficient.
And if it is legalised n assured protection from STDs and if ur daughter wants to get into that profession, would u approve of it?
Conclusion is... im not saying prostitution is a wrong profession to pursue. my point is legalisation wont be of great help. Rich bastards will remain bastards. They have their ways!

am i egoistic?

There are 2 kinds of people who r born leaders.... one with immense patience.. one with a authoritative attitude... I lack patience i agree... but i dont intend to be bossy! i do love the people whom i work with or live with... i just get a little authoritative just to make others realise they can do better.... Are these the symptoms of egoism???????? Forgive me if ur a victim of my ignorance!!!!!

i feel a feel a funny feel........

Unique feeling takes birth somewhere in the corner of the heart,
Unknowingly U nourish it right from the start.
Ounces of excitement it gives, fear n guilt being its part,
Yet, away from it U wud never wanna dart!!

Denser it gets, u let it flow,
Protecting in ur eyes from the society's blow.
Dropping hints stealthily slow....
Hidden exhuberance leaves an evident glow!

Lazy thoughts dance in ur mind for a while,
A moment later u are cheerful n agile...
Even a tear which trots painfully for a mile,
Bows down and surrenders itself to ur smile!

Fast changing expressions twinkle in the light,
Also challenging sign language's might.
Deep concern hidden beneath the layers of fight,
Is this what they say, 'love at first sight' ??

d beginnin!!!!!

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